Hello, I think it's a good idea to introduce myself and maybe to tell a "short"-version of my story.

My name is Sonia, I'm 24 and have no kids. I'm married to my husband 37 (please no rude comments on the age, that's not why I'm here), has two beautiful kids out of his previous marriage.

So my husband had 13 years ago a vasectomy. He thought obviously he and his previous wife would not want kids anymore. Well here I was.. I do want kids and so did he..  January 2015 we had our first reversal and we found out in July that the surgery was a bad job. Which we got a chance to do it by a better doctor and we had another one in September 2015... Sadly we had complications and the left testicle did not produced any fertile sperm and the right tube was completely messed up and not able to let Sperm trough... So the used the tube from the left testicle for the right one. Our first spermcount was in December and we had a very low count but it sure was there. So we decided to try FertiLaid for him. He took it for almost a month until we had our next one... Last Monday we had another one and there was zero (the sample was seriously less then a teaspoon)... I'm honestly afraid and kinda upset. I'm scared I won't be able to have kids with him and I don't know who to talk to because I feel alone around my people... It drives me insane to see all these pregnant girls and I'm struggling here.. Is it possible that we had zero spermcount because the sample was to "small"... Or is it even possible to have a count again the next time? I someone going trough a situation like that? I'm thankful for any info.. Especially I'm not from the states and it's always easier for me to talk to girls who go trough this ...