5th pregnancy

PTgal💜 • Married 6 years, just had my rainbow, a baby girl, in April. Have pcos, endometriosis, low thyroid, and have had 4 mc.
DH and I are going to start being intimate again after having my 4th miscarriage starting last Sunday. I'm starting to get nervous about the implications of getting pregnant again. It'll be my 5th pregnancy, still trying for our first living child. I'm feeling so anxious, nervous, sad, angry, but also slightly hopeful. Mostly anxiety. I have no idea what keeps causing these losses but more and more I blame myself for being stressed or too excited, or maybe I'm not meant to be a mother. I'm seeing a hematologist in a few weeks and having a Hysteroscopy once I get my period back, so that's something to look forward to. And I'm starting baby aspirin for the first time tomorrow too, just in case I get pregnant and I truly do have APS. Sorry for the long post, just needed to vent and figure maybe someone can give me some encouraging words. Thanks ladies 💜
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Ja

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What does your doctor say? After I had two in a row my doctor ran all kinds of genetics tests on me and we were able to determine what the problem was and start treatment. Now I'm 15 weeks pregnant and everything is looking great. 

PT

PTgal💜 • Mar 9, 2016
Thank you. My karyotype did come back normal thankfully.

Ja

Jamie • Mar 9, 2016
Well the scan will just show you if something is physically wrong with your uterus or tubes. They should also test for chromosomal abnormalities. I hope you get answers soon.

PT

PTgal💜 • Mar 8, 2016
He wanted to jump right back into a medicated cycle after having the chemicals in December and February....

Me

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It's a difficult thing when you don't have answers. I had three MCs last year and there is no apparent cause. I have just been told to keep trying. It's scary to keep putting yourself out there and being crushed every time. The only thing that keeps me going is the thought of my precious baby in my arms. I am so sorry that you have to go through this. There isn't really much anyone can say, only you aren't alone in your feelings or your fears. Hopefully you will get some answers. I wish you all the best in the future. Xx

PT

PTgal💜 • Mar 9, 2016
Thank you, I'm so sorry for your losses as well.