I don't think I can have kids :/ and it dosent help that one of my best friends tells me every day that I should probably start looking for different options.. I don't have good medical or I would go to the doctors. I was on depo for 4 years. Me and my husband have been trying for a year and a half now. And he's getting worried and scared that it's gunna ruin our marriage if we can't have kids. He knows that's the only thing in life that I want. Just feel like I'm running out of time and options. I've tried everything outside of a doctor's office. I've logged every day sense we started trying a year ago and still not even 1 little sign /: I'm only 19 years old. My life is going to be ruined if I'm not able to have my own baby. But nobody in my life understands except my husband. :'(