Need options..

I'm 16. I've had twins but I give them up, to close family. I don't see them much but when I do I want to take them back, I know I can't but I really want to. I have a boyfriend now and we both really want a baby. I know we're both really young, what do you guys think I should do? Have a baby like I've always wanted and mostly get kicked out? Or just wait till I move out, in a year?