Sorry for the long post i dont have any girlfriends to talk to about these things 😢😶

I am 18 weeks and 4 days today and the day before yesterday me and my bf had sex in the shower for a good while then we went to bed and ended up having sex again both times were amazing and i think i kinda turned him on by my belly . cause somedays ill be sitting or standing and my bells is showing more now and hes like are you pregnant and im like duh and hes like oh okay and smiles . last night while we were in bed i sat on him and hes like babe your getting bigger and fatter and i was like really and hes like yes and he kissed me and hugged me which made me feel good .and we were prefect 😍 we were also perfect this morning and last night today he got a new job which we are both happy about . but he called me from work and asked for his homeboys number and then he just hung up on me mad i called back and he did again ? Idk maybe its horomones or something but i just feel like if we were perfect why is he being an asshole now ? I hate when he does this we can good for days then out of no there hes mad and i dont even know why then hell stay mad almost all day and not want me to go with him anywhere ? Loke really are you that mad he probably dont even know why hes mad . everytime this happens i always think the worst and i dont want that . i kinda feel like its because I'm not working i havent been wprking for about a month or 2 but i worked 4 years non stop but i been looking for a job so im trying but its kinda hard being pregnant cause most places dont want you . but then he tells me he doesnt want me to work he wants to gwt a job to where i dont have to or if i do that money will just be for me . idk im confused it just makes me sad and insecure about myself .

(venting)