I feel like I should break up with him!
I've been with my boyfriend for a bit over a month now. After two weeks he told me he loved me.
I mean I like him, and I do have feelings for him, but I'm not madly inlove with him and it bugs me.
I was with my last ex over a year and six months, not the most heathy relationship, but I knew I was inlove with him. And I miss that feeling.
There are facts about my current boyfriend that I can't change which are blocking me from thinking about a meaningful future (even six months from now) and it just makes me feel like what's the point.
There is also this guy that I have been crushing on for a year that finally hit on me, but I'm with my boyfriend. He's very diffent then him in most of the things that block me from thinking about a future with my bf.
Also, I have a photography project which involves me posing in arousing poses with a different guy. I was very passionate about this project but ever since I got together with my bf my sex drive and everything related to sex have gone down, to the point where I feel like what's the point.
The problem is that I genuinely don't have a reason to break up with him, he's really great and I go have some sort of feelings from him.
But I can't let go of the fact that I know it's not it, and that it is blocking me from things now, and in some way I think it's a waste of time.
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