I'm so worried - gender

Hi ladies I'm currently 17 weeks pregnant got my next scan which I will find out gender in 3 weeks. I'm hoping for a girl but I think boy as everything so far points to boy

Family history on his side all boys he has two already too. And his oldest son has a boy too ( I guess you will try guess ages so I'm 28 so is 39 he had had first at 17 making his oldest 22 with a baby boy 7 months)

His nephew is having a boy due same time as us.

Scan photo according to nub and skull is boy

and heart beat according to some theory says boy.

So I'm 99% boy but I really want a girl I also feel this might be my only child due to so age and unplanned grandson now here so I would like to know if anyone else has hoped for one sex and got the other how did you feel how do you feel now?

I'm worried I'll reject my child which makes me sound horrid and I wish so much this will never be true.

I also feel if this is a boy even if I had a second child chsnces of girl would be low so I wouldn't try for a girl just a bsby if thst makes sense.

Just need people who have been in this situation and how you feel.

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