I feel absolutely stupid and idiotic right now. I really need someone to talk to and my boyfriend is at work. I feel huge, and the bruises I created two days ago are triggering me more. it's been months since I've hit myself, and months since I've cut myself. but I bruised myself the other day and now I hate myself even more. I just want to feel okay. I'm going to prom soon and I want to lose weight but I'm scared. I need help. I need someone to talk to.