My best friend is having a baby girl and she wants me to go her to her baby shower in June. She stays in Vegas but I'm in California so I don't know if I'll find a way to get there. I've been ttc for 13 months and so far nothing has happened yet. I really don't want to go and no I'm not a bad friend I love her to death it's just it's hard to deal when I see someone pregnant cause I've always dreamed of having a little one of my own but me not wanting to go it doesn't make me a bad friend right?