Keep gaining weight after mc

Charish • Hoping for our RAINBOW baby.
I had a miscarriage on may 19 2014 at 5 weeks and I was 125 per pregnancy I am now 148 lbs I would be 29 weeks tomorrow if I hadn't of lost my precious little one. I feel like I'm as big as I would of been if I had carried. Still trying to conceive ever since and I'm only 20 I wouldn't think it would he this hard. My so is 21, I really hope this is our month AF is due in 2 days and I don't feel like she's coming hopefully that witch don't sneak up on me haven't tested yet since I don't want to lose this positive feeling with that dreaded bfn. Baby dust ladies , good luck to everyone.