So emotional 😢

So it's 3.50am I'm in laid in bed crying my eyes out for two main reasons, neither of which seem akin to the amount of tears to be honest. Firstly my three year old decided to wake me up at just after 2am... Not something I'm used to. He sleeps pretty well. I didn't mind the first time but the three times after that when he timed it as I was just drifting off are what really did it 😔 and secondly, well... I went to get my dress fitted today for the length. Turns out the underskirt my in law bought I can't use so now I have to go without as I cannot replace it in time (I don't have the funds or the time really) as we are getting married on Monday. Now I have committed to the length without one so I definitely, no matter what miracle, can't get one cos then the dress will be too short... I still like the dress I guess I just don't feel as special in it now, I don't feel like a princess. It makes me really upset (on top of being overly tired). Cue the tears - again! Plus I'm stressed out with work. Urgh I'm such a mess right now, don't even know why this man is marrying me 😢 Feel like such a pathetic person right now and so ungrateful and it's just not like me which upsets me a little more. Sorry ladies, needed a little rant! Oh and guess who is laid snoring away next to me?! xXx