Over it

I'm about 7 wks today and yesterday I started having severe cramping and bleeding. My doc told me that my hcg was around 6,000 but my pg was only at 4. She prescribed me progesterone pills and I took 3 yesterday and 1 this morning. I just went to the bathroom and blood started pouring out of me. I have an appointment today for a sonogram but I have little faith at this point. I can just tell nothing good is going on in there anymore 😔 I really want to stop taking the pg and just say f*** it. I'm so over this. 😭