Im very sad atm

Just got off work n found out my co worker is pregnant! When she told my i broke down and cried. My other co worker n i found out dec 28th we were pregnant at same time. Dec 30th i miscarried 5w3d so ive had to watch as she grows more n more pregnant was hard but got easier til this coworker is now pregnant. Noone understood y i cried. Hurts my heart daily for that baby that wenr home to God. I know there was reasons to take baby home but im just so sad. I am happy for both of them i am but im hurtin