Depressed

Lucy
So I got admired to the hospital on Friday morning because of high blood pressure. And they won't let me go hone cuz I have pre-eclampsia I don't have anyone here with me I have a little boy and a 2 ur old daughter who are with their dad but my bf hasn't even shown up to see me I have texted him n stuff but he just makes it seem like he doesn't care and its just making it worst I wish I had him here with me at least for moral support. Doctors tell me I could have my son any minute now since my protein in urine is so high and my blood platelet's are low I have told him that and all he says is "damn".. I just don't know how to keep my cool anymore trying to act like nothing is wrong