Well ladies, after 14 mths ttc, my husband and I decided that after I test this month we are done trying. I will be going back on birth control and putting my time and effort into something other than this. For the last 6 months I have been miserable everytime I see a bfn. I get myself worked up, thinking I have symptoms when I really dont and then when that negative shows up it crushes my soul. My husband sat me down and told me he is tired of seeing me cry over this. It's time for us to get back to us. So with all of the money spent on tests, we are saving anything we can and he has a surprise trip planned for Christmas. He wants me to take my time and energy and focus it into saving money! I know all he wants is for me to be happy. And I know that he knows how much this means to me. I just can't help but feel even worse about having to give up, I feel like we could miss our chance... if yall could just pray for me that would be great! I test in 6 days to see if this month worked, I'm not even getting my hopes up though.