2 weeks post partum. I have had depression before my pregnancy.. Now I think it's returned. My boyfriend is constantly saying that my personality sucks because I am selfish and controlling. All of which are true. We have been together for 2+ years and my personality has always been the root of our issues. I literally have to say I love you to him or else he doesn't say it now. When I put my head on his shoulder the other day, he said get off of me. He is a jokester and we always joke around with that kind of humor but it really REALLY gets to me lately. When someone constantly "jokes" about how much they hate you, how couldn't that hurt your feelings? I am literally jealous of all of the love he gives our daughter. I shouldn't be jealous of that. I feel miserable because I want to make him happy but I don't feel like I can. I feel like he feels stuck... I love him. But I feel like he's falling out of love with me. Super sad about it all. I just want to be a happy family.