Ironic kink

Last week I learned that I like being slapped during sex. I asked my bf what porn he used to watch and he said rough so I took a look to see what he liked and it was actually almost terrifying the girl had her fake lashes falling off and cum and spit all over her face and hair which I don't like. slapping was involved which scared me,I asked if he wanted to do that and it took him forever to tell me he wanted to. When the time came I told him to slap me which caught him off guard and he did it softly and I kept telling him to slap me and slap me harder and it was so weird I enjoyed it. then later I asked how he liked it and he said he didn't so🙃🙃🙃 plot twist of my day. I feel more open to new things now tho but I Never thought I'd want him to slap me😂