I don't know how to feel anymore.

Since this pregnancy, everything has just been so hectic. With my family, my SO, & his family. I'm at the point where I just want to be left alone. Some people in my family weren't happy about my pregnancy and it took a toll on me. I was called stupid and irresponsible. Was told I couldn't take care of a baby.. And with my SO's family, his parents weren't happy I was pregnant. Said we made a mistake and that we were stupid. His dad doesn't give a shit about our baby. His mom tries to act like she's happy about it now, but i can tell she's lying. The way she acts towards me is so different now. I don't feel the same towards his family anymore. They won't even let us tell his siblings that I'm pregnant! I need to Bc of how irresponsible they are. I'm 25wks4days and his siblings will try to kick me and punch me in the stomach. I've been so upset. Now with my SO, he doesn't understand how sad and hurt I feel. I've been under major depression and PTSD even before I was pregnant; due to being raped by my ex... I've tried talking to him but it's like he forgets it the next day. He has it so easy.. He still has his family. My family practically ignores me. I want to see my family so bad but I can't. But he gets to see HIS family everyday. He tells me he's here for me and he's my family... But he's never to be found. He's always with his family. Doing things for his family. I just feel alone right now. I feel like I have nothing left.