Planned Pregnancy-Just Okay

So we planned this pregnancy. (Like overly planned it.) I got a stay at home job we started trying in October with a 33% chance with hopes of conceiving by December so we could announce on our two year anniversary in March. We got pregnant on the first try and got to announce at Christmas. We're having a little girl we did a cute gender reveal. Measuring correctly, to the day, at every ultrasound. We've already purchased all her necessities we'll be moving into a new house in October. Everything besides my physical health has been annoyingly perfect. I have had severe morning/motion sickness the whole pregnancy and my fatigue is ridiculous. I talk to her and play her music. But I'm just like okay with everything... Everyone wants me to be over joyed and love this baby. I just don't really have a preference at the moment. No prior losses so I'm not holding back. I'm not depressed, the things in life I used to enjoy I still do. (Except mimosas I miss mimosas.) I feel like I'm just being a realist, it took time for me to love my husband and to love our cat. Why can't I take time to love my kid? Why do I have to be so overly excited about being pregnant? The whole process is kinda crappy.