AF due on the 26th!! Freaking out to test!

I told myself I will NOT rest until AF is due.. But it's killing me!!! I don't really have symptoms.. Boobs kinda tender but not really .. To be honest the only times I remember them being tender is when I was on the pill!! I felt a tiny bit nauseous this morning and yesterday afternoon but nothing crazy.. Cervix seems high closed and soft and CM was dry yesterday but today it's totally watery!! Aghhh anyone w me??