Can't stop thinking about babies and getting pregnant

My husband and I have been trying to a year now. It's so frustrating and every month I get upset when AF comes. My husband tells me not to think about babies and to get a hobby or something. He has no idea how much that hurts to even say that..all I have been doing to trying everything except exercise I haven't tried that yet. 
I started going to a Natropathic Doctor who also does accupuncture. I hope this time it works but I feel like we are going to have to just do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> which is what my husband wants. He just wants a baby and does care how at this point. We found out I am not immune to the chicken pox and messes vaccineso I have to decide if I want to get it done. If I do get the vaccine then I would have to wait 30 days before we even do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> and take Letrozole. I'm so confused and feel so alone. 
Anyone else has a husband that just doesn't get it?