Ic and sch

Yesterday I had a sch and a big dark flat blob fell in the toilet😫😫😫😖😖😭😭 I'm so scared that it was the placenta but they didn't say it was I was supposed to get my cerclage stitch on the 7th of April but im pretty sure that's not going to happen it hurts my heart I just want to be a mommy... I hope my baby is still growing I want my baby so bad.... This is killing me