A whinge

Saw a methadone homeless woman preggars the other day with her methadone taking homeless boyfriend, annoyed me enough saw them in the poundshop yesterday pushing therebeautiful baby around and i just wanted to stab them extreme i know as they probably love that child like i would my baby but cant help selfishly thinking why them and not me i eat right dont drink gave up smoking i excercise i work yet can i get pregnant bloody NO!!!!!! Grrrrrrrr