Trigger Warning

Okay, so I'm pulling an all nighter tonight to catch up on some overdue assignments, but my mind keeps wandering. It's been almost 6 months since my rape. Tonight I just can't stop thinking about one thing. I was raped in the super early hours of the morning and got a half hour of sleep waiting to be let into my friend's dorm. Then I had to get ready and face the day. Around lunchtime me and another friend went to the student lounge and I laid down on the couch to take a nap. As I laid there, it was like I could literally still feel him thrusting inside me. That just messes me up so much. Did anyone else have to deal with that the next day or something? It just makes me so sick that even after I was safe, it still felt like it was happening. My back hurt to even walk up stairs for three days after that. His fingerprints stayed on my arm for a week. The bruise on the outside of my breast stayed for as long. I'm just feeling really low tonight. I guess I'm looking for some support.