Feeling so large today :(

Having a day where I just feel so large (I'm 36 weeks). I've definitely gained a lot of weight (about 40 lbs), but I don't feel as if I ever really over-indulged or made bad choices beyond the occasional treat. I was also as active as I could be when I had the energy. Just feeling majorly down today because I feel like I failed at keeping the weight gain to a minimum. 😞