I feel so fat and unattractive:(

I had my daughter October last year. And before labor I weighed 294 pounds. Which was fine bc I was pregnant. Now she's fixing to be 6 months old and I was losing weight doing good then about three weeks ago found out I'm pregnant again. I was 254 when I went to my first appointment. I feel so fat and like I'm gunna more weight this time bc if I get hungry for two seconds I feel sick! And I can't help but hate my body. And my husband says my size does bother him but I think it does bc it bothers me! I just want someone tell help me accept me bc this is rough on me!!!