I know i will get judge and i know what i did was wrong. Karma is getting be back!

Well to start with a had a fwb for 5 years. Well around close to the beginning of January me and him got into an argument and he decided to stop everything and go our own ways. Well a week after i met a guy on okc we started talking and met that same we. We connected so fast we had like 3 to 4 dates. He admitted he liked me and wanted to be with me a few months after. I like him back so we would non stop talk . Well in the late dates of January we had unprotected sex yeah i know my dumbO! 😒 we did it like 3 times. Then in February 13 and 14 same thing happened and also in the 27th. Well after that i noticed he kinda started fading like the conversations weren't the same and he started to leave me hanging. Well February and March period haven't been the same and have been having symptoms like sore and itchy breasts and nausea to the point I have thrown up. Legs and low back pains. Fatigue and insomnia. Emotional and moody and ect... list goes on. Women on here have told me i look pregnant and they think i may be because of the pic i posted earlier. Well yesterday me and my used to be date will he told me he thinks we can't be a match but I'm still interesting well that broke me because i have feelings for him. So later my fwb who used to be wanted to hang out i was so mad at my date that i said yeah well when he was touching me i felt grossed out and emotional and cried. I couldn't get off my head my ex date. And my fwb was crazy he got me naked and started kissing me everywhere but i just wanted to go home i wasn't so into it. I got nauseous and started gagging was close on throwing up. Some how the smell from his friend down there (penis) wasn't attractive to me which he didn't stink never does but i just couldn't stand it. Well i do feel bad for what i done. And im planning on cutting both of them off my life. Even if i find out im pregnant. I will tell him though if i am. I know what i done wasn't right and did it out of anger.