I was doing okay

So on Tuesday there unfortunately I had a miscarriage at 6 weeks. It's been hard the last few weeks but I was doing okay. But then I came home to a package I had ordered. In the UK you can going the c&g baby club (c&g is a baby food brand here) well is signed up I think just after I found out. I totally forgot about it until today. I was heartbroken once again knowing this little cow stuffed animal that came in the pack isn't going to get used yet. Remembering how excited I was when I signed up to what am feeling now. All of a sudden I find myself sitting on the floor sobbing remember all the baby bumps I saw today all the couples I saw pushing infant prams wishing that things were different.

I can't wait to try again.

Sorry had to rant