Confused

So me nd my husband decided we should take a brake which in my opinion I regret doing at times but then I dont cuz I've learned and seen how I was being in the relationship. ..I really didn't know what roll of a wife was I mean I know but didnt really know know ...this days that I've been away have been really eye opener ...he really doesnt talk to me doesn't say i love you or anything like that doesnt answer my texts ever so I dont really call him cuz of the not answering the text might do the same with the calls ...so I sneaked of my parents house to meet with him the first time he was cold towards me ..we had sex talked abit then he dropped me off where i dont him I loved him but he didnt say it back i noticed that he moved his lips like if he wanted to say it but stopped himself the 2nd said it back 3rd day he said it back him first this time 4th day he said it first nd asked for a hug does that mean that he still has feeling for me nd that his just being to macho man prideful to admit that he does love me or am I just reading to much into it ...he hasnt talked to me for almost 4 day I texted he on Sunday just got a (lol)today i texted him nd his talking to me more then usually send me a kissy face cuz i said i woke up wanting a kiss from you nd I didn't think he was going to answer me..could he still have feeling for me?? Idk what to make of this 😯😦