25 weeks and officially 200 lbs

Just hit 25 weeks and am now at 200 lbs I feel so big and gross . I am scared to see how much bigger I get in the next 3 months. This is the biggest I've been with any of my babies and is really effecting my self esteem . baby girl is measuring a week ahead of time with that being said I'm curious if she will be a bit early . looking forward to being skinny again one day lol