Inducing Rant

I'm currently 37w4d. Had an appt today and I talked about being extremely anxious and ready to hold my little man 💙. My dr said after next week's appt (around my 39th week) I could be induced. As bad as I want him here, I prefer to have him come when he's ready...being that the induction isn't medically necessary. Plus I've heard many horror stories 😳.