Still not dilated!

Kari β€’ Married to my best friend of 7 years and high school sweet heart. So excited that we have our first baby on the way!😍
38+3 weeks and I'm still not dilated 😭😭 I feel like this baby is NEVER going to come out. And I'm angry because my doctor refuses to induce me unless I go 2 weeks last my due date. That's still a whole month away!!!!! 😭😭😭😭