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My husband has a 17 year old daughter and together we have a 9 year old son. Before we got married 7 years ago he promised me two more babies and that I'd have the first before I get 30. Well I'm 30. He keeps pushing it. It's so frustrating. I want a baby so bad and he knows this but he doesn't want any more. I don't think it's fair that he promised me before marriage but is reneging now. Last month he slipped up and got me pregnant but it was a chemical. I was heart broken because I know he will not slip up again. I'm so mad. I don't know what to do.