Waiting Game

I had a surprise pregnancy and subsequent miscarriage (chemical pregnancy @ 4 w 3 days) on March 9, I counted it pretty much as a period, moved forward. Well, this made my husband want to actually start trying to conceive, and we had sex every single day from the 13-the 31st, and haven't skipped a day in April yet! I wasn't into the tracking, opk testing thing, cervical mucus, or temp...I just knew what glow said my fertile days were, and they were covered. Glow prompted me to test today--and I still have one leftover digital from last month in the cabinet--haven't touched it (which I'm not sure is an extraordinary practice of self control, or just me being practical in not getting ahead of myself, smh...). My period is said to be due on the 10th, and it being the 7th, I'm undecided on whether or not I should just go ahead and get it over with, or wait a few days for my period to come and be disappointed at that point, rather than just right now! I'm just so anxious and confused, every time I went pee from the time I saw Glow's prompt to test (at 6 am) to when I got off work in the evening, I couldn't stop thinking shot whether or not I just just  test. Would I rather see my period, or a negative test?! Which is even easier to swallow?

What would any of you do? I'm the opposite of the test-a-holic....I'm more like a test-a-phobic! I'm really just kind of beside myself--why would glow tell me to test 3 days before my period is even due? Advice needed please!