I'm not sure how I feel about this

If just found out A couple days ago my 7 month almost 8 month old baby has albinism, what that is if u don't know is thier really light skinned and don't have that much pigment in thier skin, hair , and eyes so she can't be out in the sun with our sun screen sunglasses and a hat. Theirs more to it but why I'm wrighting this is I don't know how I feel about it, I'm insure if I'm sad or what I feel, I think I'm just feel lost because I had this plan in my head on my kid was going to be in sports and etc: I know I'll love her know matter what I just don't know what I feel I guess