Using me as a pacifier. SO ANNOYED. HELP

She's turning a month next week and recently she will ALWAYS fussy if she's awake and not on the boob. Half of the time she eats and the next half is just sucking. She hates pacifiers and will not take one and she will not stay asleep if I'm not next to her or holding her. I can't do anything literally all day!! It's making being a mom so not enjoyable at all and I don't like being so frustrated I get angry! It makes me want to just let her cry until she falls asleep and I never let her do this but this is so irritating. Ideas? I'm sick of being a human pacifier