Trying to conceive. .

It's been 4 months off my BC since i was on and off 3 yrs.. no sign of pregnancy. .today is suppose to be my period day glow sent me a notification and im hoping it doesn't come tomorrow and the next haha.. but damn.. this whole waiting game is so crazy.. my bday is next week. This is what happens when you're almost 30 and u do the right thing to have protection all your young life and now I'm ready to move forward for a big step. My man thinks he's not able and now I gotta deal with his behavior of doubts. Lol.. ahhh.. but overall I'm excited for whatever can happen.