Venting.. 😞

I just got done reading a news report about a couple harming their 4 year old until she past away from a terrible death. It breaks my heart. I've been trying for over a year for a baby. I dream about it, wish about it. Me and my husband have great jobs, signing on our new house in a month but still people who do not deserve kids are able to have kids with no problems.
It does not make any sense...
All I want is a baby, it doesn't matter if it's a boy or girl. Just a healthy baby.. 
Sorry for the rant. Just disappointed.. 💔💔