This is hard

I never thought pregnancy was going to be so hard. I'm keeping my boyfriend up all hours of the night,having to run to pee or throw up. I constantly don't look my best and I feel like I'm dragging on these weeks of my first trimester barley hanging on. My boyfriend keeps getting mad I keep waking him up and not going out to eat places or do things we used to do before I was pregnant because I can't eat much and it's making me sick. I feel like I'm the one taking care of him when he should be the one taking care of me sometimes too.