Jealous

Kara • Baby girl in December 2014, baby boy August 2017
My husband and I have been trying to conceive for a few months now. His cousin is in week 21 of her pregnancy and two of my coworkers just announced they are expecting. I am so jealous. Then I feel guilty about it. I just want to have a baby! I have been off birth control since August but nothing yet. Sigh. Ok self pity rant is over.