Need encouragement

I need friendly words. It took me forever to feel ready to have a 2nd baby because I, for some crazy reason, think my first baby (2.5 yr old) will hate me forever and resent any siblings. Anyway, I finally got to an ok spot with that and bam, pregnant. First dr appointment today and I get the news it's twins. I need to hear from other moms it's going to be ok. I am crying and freaking out. :( I just want to be happy about these 2 blessings.