Yesterday was very rough.. Actually all week has been very rough! I've gone into labor 3x now since 26 weeks (yesterday was the third time and I'm 30 weeks) I'm effaced 50%, and dilated to a 3--it could be much much worse, but anxiety and fear have consumed my mind because this is what seems to happen around this time with each pregnancy, and I deliver prematurely having to leave a baby in the nicu each time. I've been put on bed rest, and more meds than you can count, but I have 3 children ages 1, 3, and 4. The only people to know about the struggles we have been facing with the pregnancy are women on this app, my husband, and my sister (who lives states away, and doesn't talk to anyone I know). Well yesterday evening my mother in law asked if she could bring us dinner, and she did and helped me care for my babies as well ❤️ I swear it's like she sensed something was wrong without even talking to me.. After she left I was up with my youngest all night because he has bad diarrhea, and kept throwing up. It was an awful mess, and my husband was no help in cleaning up because he just gags. Well this morning when he was leaving for work I noticed a little blue bag on my front porch. I knew it either had to be from my MIL, or my neighbor who is like a mother to me.. More so than my own mother! The bag contained a book, and a few other items. Sure enough it was from my neighbor ❤️ how did I get so blessed with these two amazing women in my life who know just what I need without me even having to say anything?