Idk how to feel

I'm in a constant state of telling my fiance about my feelings and how I wish I could spend more time with him and just bottling it up and pretty much die on the inside for not speaking my mind. But when I do, he says he is tired of hearing it all the time. I don't know how to feel.... I'm starting to not feel anything at all. I love him. I just don't want to show it anymore. Normal???