It's been hard

My baby boy was born at 37 weeks. I was already in labor but they induced me more due to having severe preeclampsia. I pushed for 15 minutes. He was born at 10:03 pm Monday 4/18/16. He was later taken to the NICU the next day for having very low platelets. Something in his daddy's genes that passed to him. He is still in the NICU. His platelets are still low. I just want my baby boy to come home😭💔