Worried

20 weeks and today I am particularly stressing. I'll be visiting a doctor for tests and I'm worried because I haven't felt the baby move in two weeks. Found myself crying in traffic at the thought that something might be horribly wrong. Also did the whole ugly cry thing in front of my colleague just as she asked how the baby is, and how worried she was last night. Two weeks ago I could hardly walk properly because the baby was pushing down so intensely every step I took was a risk of me peeing on myself. Now I'm not eating well, I don't get hungry and I have to remind myself to eat. I tried talking to the baby, singing listening to my favourite tracks and just being positive in hopes that she'll talk back or dance back. I don't know. I will wait...13h00 is around the corner.