Schizophrenic and Pregnant

So, I've been diagnosed schizophrenic for about 3 years now. Terrible paranoia, hearing and seeing hallucinations, and unable to control my extreme emotions. I was great when I was on meds, but they aren't safe during pregnancy, so I had to stop. But now, I feel out of control. 😭 I don't know how I'm going to get through the next 8 months.