Oh no, my cup!!!

I still can't even believe this happened. AF is due today and hasn't showed, but I've had some light spotting. I thought I felt something starting, so i popped into the bathroom with my cup. Nothing was going on, so I ended up not using it. I turned to flush, and as I pulled my hand back I knocked the bag with my cup in it off the top of the paper dispenser and straight into the flushing toilet!!! The toilet swallowed my cup!

I literally could not do that again if I tried and I'm very sad about the cup :( ugh. AF definitely better not show now. I'm still crossing my fingers that the spotting was implantation bleeding.