My child's father wants nothing to do with my baby. I grew up without my dad and it was sure tough. It scares me to know exactly what my child will feel.

I am a couple of days close to being 5 months and he still mentions abortion.

I cry most of the time and I can't even talk about it with him cause he will respond with a, "you wouldn't be suffering if you had just done what I said".

Till this day I refuse to abort or even adoption, I am a first time mom and I know this journey will not be easy. With or without him I will take one step at a time a be a great mom.

I don't need him!!