Just ranting....feel very down today

So i guess af is due tomorrow or the next day and and I wsnt to test tomorrow, but I have the stupid feeling she is gonna show her ugly face tomorrow! Have light cramping and only unusual thing is is that im bloated for 6 days and im moody but usually im very emotional a day before flow and tired but I had that yesterday and today im totally fine and full of energy! Idk it's confusing and I just wanna be pregnant already 😁