I need some encouragement please 😟

I'm a 29 year old woman. I have two college degrees, my own apartment, a car, and a great job. "Got it all" right? Wrong. I don't have love.

Believe me, I've tried. There was a 1 year relationship, then a 5 year relationship, and most recently a 2 year relationship where the guy verbally attacked me so badly I still cry myself to sleep sometimes. Now here I am in bed alone after months of soul searching wondering if I'll ever find a good guy who wants to marry me and start a family. No one knows how badly I want this, but I do and it makes me so sad.